Friday, June 4, 2010
it always easiler to tell people how they should do.. but when it comes to you, will u accept it? The answer always come with no... we dare to correct people mistakes, dare to tell people how they should do when they are in that situation, but when it come to u, u just can't let go.. million things we don't about this world, but trillion thing we dunno about a person, especially their heart..
since when we become like this? since when we take each other words so seriously? since when we can't have a normal chat? since when we always fight for the right?
i dunno why it cause it, was it because i'm too stubborn? i start to treat everything u said about me so serious? since when u start to treat me so harsh? since when we start to become stranger? since when i got tired of this fight? everything happen so quickly.. Quick until i can't catch up.. by the time i catch up it's too late.. since when u rather trust someone who hurt me than trust me?
since when u think i'm a bad girl, a big bully? since when u rather chat with her than me?
everything.. i really so tired and confuse... she said me seducing guy.. but u didn't help me... since when u shout at me.. since when u start to scold me.. since when i start to forget everthing about u? since when i start to forget to chat with u.. since when i start to give up everything.. since when i lose hope about u.. since when we walk different path? since when we can't make each other smile.. since when i am a stanger to u.. since when we rather dun care about each other than care and talk to each other?
since when i forget to care about u, since when i forget to do anything to make u happy.. since when our world does not belong to each other? i dunno... all i know is.. we are strange.. i am tired for all this fight.. but still at the end of the day.. we still back to friend.. at the end of the day.. u still my first love.. at the end of the day.. i loved you.. now i already move on.. i dun wan to care anything between us.. friend of enemy.. up to you..
to u, i'm a bad girl... just let it be.. whatever i did or i didn't, it still my fault.. all i can say is.. i once love you and now i hate you...
