Thursday, January 28, 2010
blog is dying, anyway, it die all time... hahas... Everything seems perfect, just like the same routes, go school, study, do hw... nothing much, recently confused, dunno what to do, guess i wasn't really strong in handling my problem, all i wan to do is runaway instead of facing it... but how long can i run from it? guess telling the truth aren't a good thing, sometime u tend to tell something that u annoy and pissed of for someone, guess u wan to let her/him know ur feeling and end up the friendship getting dangerous everyday... seriously, is there anyway to solve it? why the feeling will keep stirring inside u over and over again, is it when u get hurt, u tend to escape from the reality and dun heal it? is there anyway to heal the scar inside u? what can u stop urself from hiding? confuse mind, confuse brain, confuse feeling...
everything i understand is just ain't what it meant... i don't get thing kind of feeling... it so strange, why this thing keep stirring in my mind and keep bothering me, i dun wan to change the mindset i using now, why this thing keep bothering me and make me change... what i think is too reality or it just a dreamy idea...
maybe whatever thing u annoy about ur friend, if u can endure with it, u will be a super BFF, best friend shouldn't hide any secret for each other, even u pissed off by ur best friend, maybe endure is the best way... i just think that something keep drifting us away, maybe u already move on and i just remain at the same place, u tend to like hide thing from me... maybe i think too much, but thing just aren't the same...
getting too emotional...
