Tuesday, July 29, 2008
nerdy adrian...
today adrian become nerdy... so funny... it make miie remember at setosa, jun liang 70's years hairstyle... and let miie remember i nearly drown at setosa...
well, today adrian told miie that shawn might still like miie... cos shawn told adrian that he is my GA... in fact i hope he will say in front of miie... i won't wanna be the last person to know his feeling... i dun wan to know his feeling from other people... i wan to be the first person to know... i wan be the first person know what his thinking... why can't he face to face telling miie his feeling? if he face to face told miie his feeling, i will tell him, i like him... i never stop liking him from the past two years... i try to forget him even my friends told miie to forget him, i tried.. but i noe i can lie to everybody that i already forget him... but i could not lie to myself.. i noe better than anyone else, i still like him... from the day i noe that i like him till now... i really hope that he do care miie and tell miie, his feeling.. cause i still like him and wanna to know his feeling...
i dun wan to get hurt again... does he know that he did not tell miie his feeling is a great hurt to miie....
i dun wan his protect.. i dun wan he alway tried to protect miie just to stop the rumous between both of us... i dun wan... i just wan to know his feeling, i just wan to be with him... eventhough i like freedom... but i can tried my best... eventhough i noe he like freedom too... but i will give up my freedom just to be with him... i still like him... does he noe that, does he still like miie? i wan to know the answer... can anyone or he told miie the answer i wan?
