Wednesday, July 30, 2008
well, from my class guy there, i noe that him doesn't like miie anymore... well... maybe this decision cannot be undo... so the only thing i can do from him and stop getting hrt is to give up on him... maybe i will felt pain, maybe i will cry ut if i dun give up the feeling toward him, i will suffer a lot.... i rather now give up better than waiting for an answer that he won't be giving miie... i'm too tired... i really dunno wad he thinking about... anyone, can tell miie wad he is he thinking about? to him, am i a person who he can give up so easy? maybe it is... well, now i does not have the courage to talk to him neither i have the courage to face him... maybe one day i have the courage back... and i can face him and talk to him... the only thing i could said is sorry.. last year i thought is the class make fun of us and they use ur phone to send msg to miie.. if i noe the person is you, i will said.. i will be with you... the msg and the happy memories will alway sta with miie forever... now i regret but i can only give up u... i dun wan to be ur anything... not even friend... cause i does ot have the courage to face u... so stop caring about miie... stop ur every action towards miie... cause if u dun do that, i difficult for miie to give up... i noe it difficult to give up 2 and a half years feeling... but i will try...
